chapter 2

when i surfed thru my old note books and diairies i found hundreds and hundreds of stories essays and my experiences recorded safely by my teenage self... i thought reproducing the same here would hepl my readers understand me...
chapter 2
After I read some stories of Ruskin Bond, he often writes about himself, I began to think that I am quiet like him. He says he is very absent minded and liked to dream. After I read the story ‘Upon the Wall, Dreaming’ I seemed to entertain no doubts regarding our likeness. In the story he says how he liked to sit on his wall and dream, both in his child hood and adulthood. I too dream a lot. Though I didn’t get a chance of sitting on my wall and dream like Bond, I do it whenever I get a chance to do it.

Anyways I couldn’t sit on our wall and dream owing to the fact that I am a fifteen year old girl (now) and also because I am a bit self conscious than Bond. I don’t want to think about what my neighbours will say if they see me sitting on a garden wall, dreaming. But when I have very comfortable beds and chairs, why should I take risks? Thus without neighbours prying on me, I could day dream peacefully inside my house. About what I think (let me skip the word ‘dream’ it make me feel I am doing something stupid) I think about a lot many things. I am a great fan of Harry Potter books. So that story takes much of my time. I sit or lie down and think about all the possibilities, try to work out all the clues Rowling has given (she always does) and wonder how the next book will be. She has written only till the fifth when I write this. I sometimes feel that I might have thought about the story more than Rowling herself.

Then I think aboutall the things that happened in my class or at school. I can remember all the funny things that ever happened in my class. I’ve an amazing memory for such things though if I have to derive a relation in physics or learn the functioning of our digestive system, my memory seem to be very poor indeed. It is not my fault, it cant be!!! I cant help it that’s all!!! Paulo Coelho, in his famous book ‘The Alchemist’ advise to follow your dreams. But I’ve not not yet had anything that’s worth following. What can I do but Wait and See!!!

i was delighted to see the confused me, as a teenager wondering where i will reach and what i will bbe!!! now when the road ahead is clear and i am confident as i stride through it i find it exceedingly interesting to go through it

chapter 1

Once upon a time there was a little girl who sat to watch TV and came across an old looking film which she liked because of a good song which was going on when she switched on the tv. She didn’t know the main actress, she didn’t know the name of the film, she didn’t know the director yet she grew so fond of the film that seeing the film on TV again after so long a time prompted her to write this piece.

She was born on 19th August, 1988 in saraswathi yamam. Babies born in this particular yamam are bound to be very good at studies, her parents naturally was very happy about their child with chubby cheeks, rosy lips and round eyes, unfortunately she didn’t have dimple chin or curly hair, but she was such a dear child that her parents did not mind this handicap!!!

And as she grew up she also heard the very popular tale of she being born in saraswathi yamam. She got very happy that she was very fortunate to have born in such a nice time and that she would be able to study well.

But she was an average student in school and never got beyond 5th rank… her sister was a good student and always class first and school first. But she was never worried about it. She went on like that 5th 8th 6th again 5th etc etc etc. she was a good dancer and she was well known in her school for her dancing capabilities and not academic galores. She was known all over the school… not only her, her sister as well. They were the stars of the school. But the little star changed her school and joined good shepherd….and so did her sister…and this changed her life!!! How? U will find it soon