Saturday, January 16, 2010

Chapter 26 - The last one about you...

Having said a lot about you I would like to tell you one last thing.

You changed my life... for good or for bad... I dont know.

You taught me what life is and you taught me to be cautious...

You taught me to trust no one and you taught me to be skeptical, you taught me to hate friendship and you taught me to be indifferent.

You gave me bad experiences and made me believe 'that is the way it is'

You taught me life is bad and taught me to be harsh...

The damages you did were irreparable... you killed the me in me and the new me is unknown to me.

Result?
I hurt people without wanting to hurt them and I struggle with myself when I find me behaving in way most unlike me.

You changed me...
I wouldn't ask you why you did it because that wouldn't help me.

I don't like anyone i dont trust anyone I dont want to be friendly to any one
I don't expect anything from people... and I tell this on their face...
I hurt them, I hurt myself and I hope (I am sorry) I had never met you at all...

Why did I think I could trust you?
Why did you prove me wrong?